Wednesday, November 25, 2015

where I am

I bless each white hair
that sprouts among the brown.
Each one a mark of time,
a mark of experience,
and, I hope,
a mark of wisdom.
I recall the days of
youth and longing.
Longing for the days
when all my hair
would be gray and white,
the struggles past,
having reached some goal,
having attained
some milestone of happiness,
of satisfaction with life,
some feeling of
“I have arrived.”
“Then,” I thought,
“Then, I will be happy.”
I was so ready
to say goodbye to my youth.
In it I saw only powerlessness,
lack of experience,
lack of wisdom.
But now I bless
the dark hairs as well.
They are all marks
of where I am
on this journey.
I see no future goal.

2015-11-25 





Thursday, November 5, 2015

anticipation

As I lie in bed 
on the edge of sleep
I smell your scent
on my skin
and a thrill runs 
through my body
a shiver
a throb 
a longing
sweet anticipation 
of what is to come
delicious suspense
yearning
and not knowing.
What will we make together? 
I embrace the uncertainty of it all 
as I fall into the arms of sleep.

2015-11-05